A Queen That I Lost

Now & then
I think of her
She wasn't just a girl
For me, she was a queen
Her heart was something
I had to win.

In her smile
I found comfort.
In her mind
I found peace.
In her arms
I found solace.

In her eyes
I found purity.
In her ways
I found humility.
In her heart
I found love.

My heart beats twice
But no one can see
First one's for her
The other one's for me.
She knows that
Doesn't she!

Too much caring
Can blind someone
From the reality.
I am alone
And I am depraved
Because she's gone.

The loneliness pains
A chilly emptiness remains.
The fact that i can't
See her anymore,
breaks my heart
And crushes my soul.

And what is left of me
Wishes to erase
The memories of her,
The promises she made
Of being together
Forever and ever.

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