Scribbler's Writings

Photos that once decorated the wall Now lie torn apart on the floor Letters that once completed the journal Now lie crumbled near the door Heart that once adulated every dream Now lies crushed inside the bones Soul that once triggered every feeling Now lies scarred on its own. Blank stare, expressionless face Pretentious as an eye of a storm Emanating void with such grace Denial of such an imperious form Silencing all the stormy emotions You expect the situation to be resolved Let the heart, mind, and soul loose Start afresh and get them involved. The heart is meant for the oceans Stop latching it to the shore Life can be deceiving at times Don't let it get to the heart's core Don't let it break your spirit Don't let it overpower your will I know you've been shattered but Don't lead your life to a standstill. Putting yourself in other's shoes Seeing through their perspective You've always neglected yourself Never realizing people are defective N...

Square face, dainty nose Almond eyes, arched eyebrows Half bangs and half curls You're not like the other girls. Even with all your imperfections You're a perfect piece of art. Igniting a fire in my soul You became a part of my heart. Fiercely protective And loyal to the core You're a homegirl material Maybe even a little bit more. I was looking for puddles And in you, I found a sea I got a feeling that You'll be the one who saves me. And I wished... May our fates be entwined Our lives be linked Our futures be combined And our hearts be synced. So one day our wishes will match Somewhere our paths will coincide Then we will take a shot at us And in each other's hearts, we'll reside. Now that you're so close Only half a feet away I can read them in your eyes Words your lips hesitate to say. So I pull myself back Giving you a little room to think You know I have fallen for you In your heart, let this feeling sink. This situation is baffling Our need...

What if I ask you To be my confidante To look over my past And ignore my doings. What if I ask you To make my ideals a priority To look after my temptations And ignore your own interests. Would you still be Willing to take a step Towards an eternal dilemma Between friendship and conspiracy? What if I ask you To remember what you were To look where it all changed And right all your wrongs. What if I ask you To stop being materialistic To look deep inside yourself And find your missing piece. Would you take a leap of faith Into the deepest recesses of your soul And find the differences between What you were and what you've become? What if I ask you To put everything at stake To risk everything in your life And help me build something bigger. What if I tell you Love is a luxury that we can't afford Emotions are fallacious Solitude is our accord. Would you leave everything Sacrifice every dream of yours To attain nirvana Amidst hell and heaven? Aren't we al...

When you're having fun During a roller coaster ride Yet you feel That the smile on your face Is not because of the ride But because of how happy She's with you Know that you're in love. When you're grooving On the dance floor And you feel That the rhythm of your feet Is not because of the beats But because of her Moves and expressions Know that you're in love. When you're getting drenched During the rain And you realize That you being attracted to rain Is not because of the petrichor But because of how much Playful she gets during it Know that you're in love. When you're watching her Engulfed in work And you find yourself Cherishing her dedication And she smiles back at you After flicking off her hair Over her ears Know that you're in love. Know that you're in love When it seems She's everything you need Know that you're in love When she's like a book That you'd love to read Know that you're in love When it's ...

He never wanted to Fall for anyone But fate had The last laugh. From being a friend To a someone special He couldn't guess What went so wrong! But love is nefarious Its consequences are deceptive He felt something ineffable Something ethereal. Love is an addiction Its rewards are selling And the euphoric illusions The idea is quite compelling. They had a good run Until she came to know She just had an infatuation And she let everything go. Walked out like it was nothing She left him all alone All he could do was wonder What went so wrong! Broken hearts don't heal Scars are left all over them The only plausible option Seems to create walls around them. Barricading himself From all emotions and pain He stopped involving himself Too scared to get hurt again. For too long He kept himself Within the walls He had created. Two years had gone Too much time had been wasted "I won't ever love again" He had committed. But life is playful It plays with souls Movi...

I know how much she loves Singing country songs During long drives. Joining in the chorus With a euphonious voice And innocent eyes. I know she loves the freedom. I know how much she loves To take burden Of all responsibilities. Facing every problem With determined eyes And solving them with ease. I know she loves these opportunities. I know how much she loves The change in nature During the rains. Enjoying the downpour With her misty eyes Near a drenched windowpane. I know she loves the transformation. I know how much she loves To help others In perilous occasions. Aiding the needy With selfless eyes And ruling out the complications. I know she loves the dedication. I know how much she loves Having coffee at midnight On her terrace. Feeling the breeze With closed eyes And a delightful face. I know she loves the calmness. I know how much she loves Staring at the stars Of the night sky. Alone, awake With gleaming eyes And a serene sigh. I know she loves the solitude. M...

There's something that keeps me awake Something that makes me wonder Something amidst the music of The dark night's rain and thunder. A voice that grabs my attention And reveals my whole story Memories embedded in my heart Fuel the midnight melancholy. Night inspires me incessantly to ponder Over things I always desire. Thoughts and emotions pile up Together, the heart and mind conspire. The heart adulates the dreams The mind always disparages, Always conflicting, seldom agreeing I keep them inside the cages. Beside the window, I hunker down And gaze at the descending raindrops And as I go down the memory lane It's already 2 am in the clocks. Still no chance of dozing off I revisit my choices and decisions Despise myself for the wrong And flatter myself for the right ones. The craving for peace, its significance, This hunger for truth I gotta feed A deep, laconic yet interesting Late night conversation is all I need. Got some confidants, some people I trust To share...

Another year Another winter Same old empty heart. A new hope A new crush Loving isn't an art. They say she's rude A little brute But I wanna see myself. I'm restless A little reckless But she won't show herself. She doesn't know That I exist Yet she makes me drool. A glimpse of her face A pinch of her voice And I lose all of my cool. When she's in front of me And when our eyes meet The whole world pauses And nothing can be heard. And when she smiles My heart skips a beat And all this can be explained With some four letter words. It's love That I feel And I know It is real... That girl Is the cure Of my life Yes, I'm sure... It's cold out there She's wearing gloves, Muffler and a hat. I'm amused that She doesn't realize How cute she looks in that. It starts to snow Her eyes sparkle When the snowflakes descend. I'm staring at her Savouring every moment I know this isn't the end. She's an angel And a beauty to behold that...

I was at your door  Your eyes glued to the floor.  You couldn't look  Straight into my eyes.  I couldn't leave you  I know what you've been through  Every time you go  A part inside of me dies.  Did I disappoint you Or did I make a mistake That you had to leave I know our love wasn't fake. She said it wasn't my fault She said she was too naive As she slid into my arms She said,"Now I feel safe." So I hugged her tightly And I could feel her tears I savored the moment As if time had frozen for years. I cupped her face And kissed her head She forgot all the pain All the tears she had shed. I gathered my senses This was not an illusion It made me smile And tackled the confusion. She was my aim She was my goal She owned my heart She owned my soul. I was hers She was mine We sat under the sky It was only nine. She was talking I just stared at her beauty I was spellbound by Her kindness and purity. A moment of abeyance I would always remember this She s...

Every time You miss me, I wish We could be Together and forever Holding each other's hands. Relive every moment When you say goodbye, Rejoice every second Keep my love until I die. Look around For the memories I leave. I promise you We'll never be apart. If u need me Just seek inside your heart. I'll be there... Cry on my shoulder I'll weep your tears, Smile on my tales I'll kiss your ears, Scream on my face I'll keep your fears, Reside in my heart I'll love you for years. Everything, Happens for a reason. Suffer, Because of a decision. I'll be there To share your pain. No matter what happens I'll always have your back. You don't have to worry Just stop being sad. All these stars shine To cheer for you. As you fall apart, Find me in your heart. You don't have to shout You can call me out. I'll be there... Cry on my shoulder I'll weep your tears, Smile on my tales I'll kiss ...

Now & then  I think of her  She wasn't just a girl  For me, she was a queen  Her heart was something  I had to win.  In her smile  I found comfort. In her mind I found peace. In her arms I found solace. In her eyes I found purity. In her ways I found humility. In her heart I found love. My heart beats twice But no one can see First one's for her The other one's for me. She knows that Doesn't she! Too much caring Can blind someone From the reality. I am alone And I am depraved Because she's gone. The loneliness pains A chilly emptiness remains. The fact that i can't See her anymore, breaks my heart And crushes my soul. And what is left of me Wishes to erase The memories of her, The promises she made Of being together Forever and ever.

One last wink  Was all I ever expected  To get the signal  That it was true.  One last grin  Was all I ever asked  To know that  You felt the same way too. One last hug Was all I ever needed To save your warmth Inside my heart. One last kiss Was all I ever wanted To acknowledge a feeling We used to call love. One last goodbye Was all I ever got To compensate for The things that I had lost. I was jeopardized And violently shook Because of the choices I made for myself. I was broke And was wandering alone Seeking for someone Who might lift me up. Now I have put walls Around myself To see who cares enough To break them down. Till then, I am a nobody Eagerly waiting for the day When that somebody Saves me from this dismay.

So she has left  And I am on my own  Though I am silent  Inside I am torn  I don't know what to do  I thought it was a dream  But turns out it was real  And now the situation is grim  I was shattered into pieces Couldn't stop crying Couldn't get a hold on me Maybe I was not trying Never felt so lonely Needed something to get high Began smoking and drinking I thought I would just die I couldn't even share How did I feel My wounds were the ones Only time could heal I couldn't even smile For days and nights Remembering the kisses And the silly fights They say breakup is bad But they don't know that The thing which is bad Is really its aftermath My tears have stopped But the feelings have not I need to change I have suffered a lot They say I am hollow My eyes have lost the spark I have spent my time Too much in the dark Guess I've no choice Now that she's gone I can't do much by grieving I have to move on It is time for me To get back in line As I'v...

Dancing to the tunes  She was on my mind  Holding me too tight  I knew it was a sign  As I poured my eyes into hers  My heart started to pace  I knew something was wrong  There were tears on her face  I could hear her whisper She said we are done How much hard we try But we can't be one I was heartbroken But I couldn't utter a word I didn't know how to react She meant me my world I chose to be silent And hear her say She said she loved me too But there's no other way I closed my eyes To open up my heart I couldn't ask the reason I knew it must have hurt As she parted She wished me well But only I knew that The future would be hell I faked a smile As I watched her go I wanted her to stay But I knew her reply would be no Her arms around me Her misty eyes Her blushing cheeks Her naughty smiles Her passion Her silly lies Her nature Her goodbyes I miss them Yes, I miss her I need them Yes, I need her But no I can't It's over We are over.

Oh how much I remember  What it was like  To rest my head in your lap  Counting stars at night.  With you messing with my hair  And gently curling your hands  Holding my face  Looking at me  With that earnest gaze. I fell for that smile That you always wore It touched my heart Always to the core. I loved to listen That voice of yours A voice so enchanting The words so pure. I could stare at you For hours and hours You were so magical. An aura so blessed I wish I stay with you Till the absolute end. The less I see you The more I miss you The more I see you The less I am worried. Sneaking around you Was just a habit To watch silently over you Was the main cause. Meeting you was a coincidence But loving you was fate You were never an option Not a person I could hate. Now I'm seeing you Sitting beside me Wrapping your scarf All around me. Then you hold my arm Close your eyes Resting your head On my shoulder, it lies. I smile, staring at the sky In th...