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The Breakup

Dancing to the tunes 
She was on my mind 
Holding me too tight 
I knew it was a sign 
As I poured my eyes into hers 
My heart started to pace 
I knew something was wrong 
There were tears on her face 

I could hear her whisper
She said we are done
How much hard we try
But we can't be one
I was heartbroken
But I couldn't utter a word
I didn't know how to react
She meant me my world

I chose to be silent
And hear her say
She said she loved me too
But there's no other way
I closed my eyes
To open up my heart
I couldn't ask the reason
I knew it must have hurt

As she parted
She wished me well
But only I knew that
The future would be hell
I faked a smile
As I watched her go
I wanted her to stay
But I knew her reply would be no

Her arms around me
Her misty eyes
Her blushing cheeks
Her naughty smiles
Her passion
Her silly lies
Her nature
Her goodbyes

I miss them
Yes, I miss her
I need them
Yes, I need her
But no
I can't
It's over
We are over.

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